Sunday, January 23, 2011

Waiting. Unfinished Business?

There was a lot of this going on today.
And a lot of this.

What is going on!!? LOOK UP! It doesn't have to look so dark!   

Yes, keep looking. It'll get lighter.

Riddle me this:
12 years on an oxygen mask. 12 years dependent. 
12 PM 1-22-2011 take off ventilator.
11 AM 1-23-2011 still breathing on his own. 
That's almost 24 hours.
No sense at all. 
There are some things in life that we will never understand until...
Such as: 
*What is he waiting on?
*How is he breathing?
*Why are we having to go through this?
*Does he want to go out with a bang? Stubborn as ever...?

You can't answer me this.
This is torture.

2 comments:

  1. Oh, my. Sounds like our anguish with Mary, Don's dear mother. It was so very hard. Helpless. Guilty for having to go on with daily life while she...wasn't. I am so sorry.

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  2. Thanks Mrs. Meek! I appreciate it.
    It's been a rough January. Well, winter.

    Are ya'll doing better?

    How's the house coming in this cold lol!?

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